Apology

Regular readers of this blog may be aware that in my past I was a fundamentalist Christian. I was in church whenever the doors were open. I sang in the choir, taught Sunday School, led Bible studies, did street witnessing, spoke in tongues, and on and on. Since “seeing the light” I’ve looked back on my former life and had some serious regrets, not the least of which has been the number of people I converted. Would that I could take it back. So much of this apology could be coming from me. Go. Read.

Snippet:

I apologize for telling you that Jesus conquered death and that you should put your trust in him when there is not a shred of evidence of the resurrection except for what is in the bible.  I apologize for not respecting your intelligence and glazing over thorny issues and rationalizing all the bullshit that is so present at all times in ‘god’s word’.  (I apologize for saying bullshit in this apology).  I apologize for ever calling the bible ‘god’s word’.  It isn’t ‘god’s word’.  It’s just a book.  There are a lot of other much better books.  There are books that helped humanity move beyond misogyny and slavery and tyranny.  There are books that led to scientific discoveries which led to medicine and helpful machines and made the world a better place.  None of those books are in the bible.  In fact, the bible helps people to justify misogyny and tyranny and slavery and the bible made church leaders fear science and so they burned scientists and doctors and smart people because what those smart people were learning was often in direct conflict with what the bible and the church taught.   I apologize for not telling you that the bible and christianity are two of the main reasons that it took people so long to move from tyranny into democracy, from slavery to human rights, from cruel religious mandates to civil law.  

2 Responses

  1. Isn’t it just amazing what people will do to one another … all in the name of religion …. and the things ‘good christians’ will say to and about others. Most of those ‘born agains’ practice more of the ‘eye for an eye’ of the old testament, versus Jesus’ teachings from the new testament. Moreover, they must have played hookie from Sunday school on the day they taught folks about the golden rule.

  2. What a beautiful post from both of you – such bravery and beauty in finding your own truth. Thank you so much for posting this…

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